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If you do not want to have fear in the Day of Judgment, if you want to be ready, the way is to go to the Lord and say, "Lord, here I am."

如果你不想在判决那天有所恐惧的话，如果你想做好准备的话，最好的方法就是走到主面前说，“主啊，我来了。”

Sometimes I feel like I don't want my light to shine because I am ashamed of a thought or action or pattern in my life.

有时，因为耻于生活中的一种想法，一个行动或一种模式，我并不想让心中的那缕光闪耀。

I am very actively involved as a concept designer in all stages of the work to make sure I was getting exactly what I want and hold the ultimate veto power.

在网站建设的各个阶段我都很积极地参与到了，我算是一个概念设计师的身份，我必须要保证网站就是我想要的那个样子，而且我有最终否决权。